Think of me as the Barbie you’ll never get to play with :)
My life is like a million doors … When one opens the one right in front of me , it closes … One thing good happens then I turn around to find something shity comes and hits me in the face .. I’m 13 I want a life wear I can do what i want . One day I know I’m going to wish I was 13 again but right now I want to fast forward everything at be 17 .
I say I’m over him , but he obviously doesn’t see or can tell I’m really not 3 A day hasn’t gone by without me thinking of his laugh or smile . what the fuck do I do now ?.. /: get over him ?. Or just act like I am … Shit . I just want someone to love me & me love them back .. I want a real relationship with someone who cares for me .
Make life a party . Flirt with more than 1 guy at a time . Be a slut every now and then . Do your make up darker some days . When your home alone sing loud . When you get a chance take it . So all those people that you don’t give a fuck anymore . Be completely red oculus sometimes . Do something thrilling . Live life good the first time cause 2nd chances aren’t always there ..
My life isn’t perfect . My parents yell At me for everything . My sisters are annoying . My mom isn’t always in the best mood . My friends and I get in fights . Boys aren’t always changing after me . I don’t buy new clothes every month . My dad lives in Indiana . I feel a lone sometimes . I talk to myself when I’m Lonely . I don’t like reading . Music is most of...